…and just like that i’m halfway done with college
my best friend is a photo major and took/developed this pic of me HIPSTER AF
I was venting to my friend today and she pointed out that even though I’ve been so hurt by this guy I still talk about him like he’s the greatest person ever and it was making her really sad.
Because it is sad.
He’s happy with someone else. And that’s ok he was my best friend and I wasn’t what he wanted but if he’s happy good for him no matter how much it sucks for me.
At the end of the day, still after all this time, I would do anything for him. Anything. And I would saw off my own limbs if it meant I could have him back.
Sad right? Feeling this way about a person still?
Well I guess this whole situation is just sad in itself so what can I do.
no but really my big is little look she’s such a nugget ugh god bless her <3333333333
I feel like I’ve been MIA lately so here’s a short update about my life/weekend/etc. if any of you at all care..
So that boy I always used to talk about, in a nutshell you could write an ABC family hit drama serious about the whole situation. He is no longer in my life. Because I got seriously dicked over for a lack of a more sophisticated term. And he has a girlfriend. But it isn’t really over because I could build a wall the size of the Great Wall of China with the amount of baggage that still exists and it just really sucks and I’ve been really hurt and emotionally traumatized. But I’m getting there.
Aside from that mess, I had two formals this weekend! One with my friend at his fraternity’s formal (the ex-boy’s fraternity as well, I’m friends with all of these guys so it was a good time) and then my own last night. My luck: I came down with a sinus infection and pink eye two days before these formals. And I think I fractured my foot the week before. So I made it through drunk and with all of these ailments and had a GR8 TIME
This semester has essentially taught me that life is weird and unfair and bad things happen and people turn out to be different than you thought and promises break and people lie but you know what life is still ok at the end of the day. These past few months have truly showed me who my real friends are and I couldn’t be more grateful for them. I really wouldn’t have made it through otherwise.
I WAS REALLY DRUNK TODAY AND STOLE THIS FROM A FRAT AND IDK WHAT TO DO WITH IT BUT HIS NAME IS JOHNNY
i think one of the saddest things is when you see something that reminds you of someone but you don’t talk to that person anymore and it’s a reminder within itself of how that person is no longer in your life and you just sit there hoping that maybe they see things and think about you once in a while too
i go to my state university so there are a lot of kids from my high school there and one time this kid i’ve known since the 5th grade (my grade until high school was 60 kids i live in a 5000 population town so everyone knows everyone) came up to me at a football game and was like HEY YOU’RE ALEXA’S ROOMMATE? I’M FROM HER TOWN I GREW UP WITH HER
I am so so so so proud to be a Rutgers student today.
I spent the past 32 hours on my feet supporting the Embrace Kids Foundation. My sorority were the highest fundraisers with $42,000 and we as a community raised over $503,000. I’ve never been truly genuinely so happy and proud of everyone involved in my life.
I LOVE MY SISTERS AND FRIENDS AND EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED YOU ARE ALL SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
forgetting what happiness feels like is a really terrible state of mind and i wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy
So we had a “Fratalina Wine Mixer” last night and I somehow acquired a sailor hat so I guess it went alright